Everyone and Everything I Know Will Change

"I surrender my youth a little more everyday. Everyone and everything I know will change, and I have to change too." Jann Arden

I am totally loving all this alone time. I have had time to reflect on the journey that has gotten me this far. It has been a good journey. I have learned a lot. If my book turns out so fabulous that I actually get a book deal (goal: write book, dream: get it fuckin' published) and of course I would have to do a thank you page. I would simply thank everyone. Every single experience you have shapes who you are. So we are all constantly changing with each passing moment. We are each learning something new about ourselves everyday, slowly shifting. And then we have those occasional big moments in life that shake us to our core.

I have really only truly loved one man. My heart actually broke so bad I thought it would never heal. I can still remember the exact moment it broke. I guess you never forget that. It has taken a long while for my love for him to change, but it has. Everyone and everything I know will change. And it does. And it is good.