Letting Go

I used to say that 2006 was my year of letting it all go. And I let go of a lot of things but somehow the lesson wasn't learned fully. I find myself still holding on too way to many things. Current things. Events that have happened recently that weigh me down and don't add value to my life and in many ways can tend to be destructive to my inner soul. I want to be freer. I want to forgive quicker and let love flow through me. If it is what I want why does it continue to be that brass ring just out of reach? I continue to be something of a dreamer. Something of a fool. The person I need to stop and love the most is me. I commit to telling myself something I love about myself everyday. Today I love my feet. Lathered up in pepperment lotion in the morning and aveda foot cream in the evening. I walk almost everywhere. My feet love the special treatment I give them. The brass ring is getting closer. Someday when I finally grab it I promise to never let it go.