Myanus/youranus

With my recovery time and my laptop I have been doing a lot of work on my astrological charts. I have taken quite an interest and even involved a great guy I know. This kind of detail is quite specific, longitude and latitude of the location of your birth, the exact time of your birth, thus determining how the planets were aligned at the exact moment you burst into the world.

This is what I found out about me. When my Uranus is in opposition with my Uranus. If anyone has ever wondered what has been going on in my head in the last several months, this piece from my overall charts says it all. This is word for word and I could not have said it any better.

And I quote:
"Uranus opposition Uranus: Last chance"

"Mid April 2006 until mid December 2007: This influence at the age of forty or forty-one marks a period of major transition in your life. This is the crisis of middle age when you have to come to terms with a number of realizations that may not all be pleasant. For example, even though you are not very old, you are no longer young. Have you accomplished or begun to accomplish what you wanted when you were younger? If you have, was it an appropriate accomplishment for you? Are you happy with your close relationships, your marriage, your work?

Many people encountering this influence discover that the answer to several of these questions is no. If this is your situation, you may become seized with a feeling of urgency that you have only a short time to correct the problem. Consequently you may begin to act rather disruptively and quickly. You may leave a marriage or an old job and take up a lifestyle quite different from your earlier one. Your friends are likely to be rather shocked at the change. You may spend more time with younger people, for their youth is a symbol of the opportunities you feel you have almost wasted. This seems to be your last chance to take advantage of those opportunities.
It is also quite possible that you make none of these drastic changes. If you have taken advantage of opportunities right along and have not allowed your life to become prematurely old and rigid, this time will not be so upsetting or disturbing. You will experience the real meaning of this influence - a climax of the direction your life has taken since childhood and a shifting of direction toward the issues you must confront in old age.

If you have been successful in your dealings with the outside world, you will continue to be, but now it will have to mean something in terms of your own life and perception. You will not be able to live for some external purpose, the purpose must come from within. If you don't reorient yourself, your life will become hollow and meaningless, regardless of what you accomplish from here on."

Now we all know.