Hello 2008

The beginning of this year already feels so exciting and I believe that this is going to be a spectacular year. After three years of drifting trying to find something, anything to grab on to. Desperately searching for solid ground as the winds of change kept swirling around me. Perhaps it was a forties thing. I have no idea what propelled me on the journey that I have been on for the last three years. Searching for the meaning of life, my life. Searching for love. Searching for acceptance. Trying every possible door I could imagine. Disappointment after disappointment. Rewards after rewards. Trying so hard to be happy. As I sit here today I feel like I finally found it. It was right here all the time. Three years of looking for something external. Three years of searching to find it and it was right here all the time. I was too busy looking outside of me to look inside of me. As life goes I had to travel those roads to get back to me. I found it all right there, love, acceptance, peace. Armed with these new found gifts I embrace 2008 and all that it has to offer. I am getting it back on the road. I just took the long way around.