Standing Still

Someone recently said to me that I was in transition. I had to laugh considering my tag line is "constantly changing". The fact is right now I am standing still. So perhaps when you are constantly changing, standing still is a transition. The doors of my past are open and the sweet voices beckon me back. Yet I stand still. The allure of turning around is constantly there. Sometimes I want to walk right back into my past with open arms. But I stand still. My future is before me everyday. The doors are also open. Yet I stand still. I feel like I have always either been running from something or running towards something. Right now I stand still. And it's not a bad thing.